There is so much to explore in the human face. Even an empty stare
carries with it the weight of a story. Despair? Hope? Love? Betrayal?
Capturing an interesting face immortalizes a moment. You can go
back to that exact time… again and again and again. And
not only can you relive your memories of creating that image,
but you can come up with many stories about this character, this
figure, you have placed on film.
Initially, my love for photography was confined to just being
a spectator of beauty. I like colors and patterns. I like displays
of majesty
and splendor. I like to experience unique cultures. All of these
interests eventually led to travel, and photography entered the
mix merely as a means to document my
journeys. At first I carried a simple point-and-shoot
camera and always wanted to be in the picture myself. After all,
how would friends and relatives know that I was there if I didn’t
appear in the photo? So I posed whenever, wherever and however.
But I wasn’t satisfied with the results. The random people who
clicked the shutter didn’t frame me well. The compositions were
boring. No matter how I positioned myself, the pictures looked predictable.
Cliche. Hence I made the difficult decision to leave my "modeling
days" behind and become just a photographer, to make the transition
from being part of the
scene to directing it.
My early photos focused mainly on patterns and tricks of light. My
results were eye pleasing, but what I really wanted to do was photograph
people. I needed a live model! For as long as I can remember I've
been an avid people watcher, so once my interest in photography began
to take off it was natural that I would want to capture the expressions
and emotions I found so captivating on film.
When choosing a potential
model I look for faces with character… and
I can spot them in a room full of people. Be it on the streets of
Nepal, in a Balinese classroom, on a beach in the Philippines,
or at a temple in Thailand, I am drawn to faces that have stories
to tell.
More than one person has told me that I have a natural charm
with people. I honestly don't know what to make of that, but I do smile
a lot and when they smile back I take a photo. Kids are such naturals
because they don't act or become worried about the camera, they're
just themselves and I happily snap photos as they chase a frog or jump
over branches. With a few exceptions, most of the ladies I
meet enjoy having their picture taken, but men are often
too shy to pose - even though they clearly have this gnawing desire
to be "framed.” When it comes to the elderly, I especially
enjoy immortalizing their pride and dignity on film. The bottom line
is: everyone likes to be photographed, but it is how you
approach them that makes the
difference. With adults,
be ready with a charming smile; with children, become like one
of them according to their mood and interests at that very moment.
Rosalinda
is perhaps one of the most memorable people I have photographed in
the past few years. I didn't know her, I hadn't seen her before. But
that day, when the jeepney I was riding passed her on the corner I
knew she was someone I had to meet. She was selling cigarettes, and
what initially caught my attention was her flaming pink hair. Then
I noticed the face: wrinkled, yet beautiful, worn yet dignified. I
didn't have my camera at the moment, during an expedition two days
later I returned to where I had initially seen her.
Not wanting to overwhelm her, I left my vehicle five street corners
away. As I approached her location I took pictures here and there,
trying to sharpen my skills and steady my hands. Her looks were so
striking that I worried I wouldn't be able to capture them on film,
or worse, that she might not allow me the chance to try. Yet her pink
hair hinted a vibrant, outgoing personality, at the sort of person
who just may be up for an adventure. I decided to dig deep into my
well of charm - then I saw her again.
She had a carefree look. Distant perhaps? Would she run away if I
approached her? Would she shout at me if I asked permission to take
photos of her?
"How much is the Philip Morris cigarette," I asked.
No response. Then I saw
her
hands holding a limestone, and, worried that she was going to
throw it at me, I stepped back.
"He likes to buy Philip Morris!" someone shouted behind
me. "She's deaf," another vendor commented, as she repeated
the order close to the woman's ears.
I bought one pack. Then, hesitantly, revealed the true nature of
my visit: I'd
like to take pictures of you," I said. Once again a helpful vendor
repeated my request to her. "Why
me?" she asked. "Because
you're pretty. Because your face tells me a lot
of stories"
To my immense relief, she agreed. As I began to take pictures other
people stopped to watch, but I didn't notice them. All
I
saw
was Rosalinda. As onlookers drew closer, many volunteered various
pieces of information about her. I learned that she had been a sidewalk
vendor for more than sixty years, that she began working in this profession
before World War II. I also learned that she had eleven children,
all of them alive. One was is a seaman who sent her money every month
in the hopes that she would stop selling things and stay at home.
Another person told me that Rosalinda almost died in the 1980's, when
she was hit by a car. Yet another whispered that she frequently changed
her hair color. "Sometimes yellow, sometimes green!" they
said.
I laughed and Rosalinda also laughed. As I continued talking to her
(shouting, actually, so she could hear some of what I was saying)
my camera continued taking
pictures.
"I would like to take closer pictures of you.
I want to capture the lines in your face. Come take a look
at your
pictures. I could like to make even better pictures than these."
I
showed her the pictures I took in the LCD. She laughed. She
said thank you.
I said "Thank you, you're such a willing model." She
laughed again.
Then she left, and only then did I look around and see how many people
had been watching us: policemen, passersby,
other
vendors...more
than
50 of
them. I smiled at them, then looked for Rosalinda. She was combing
her hair in front of a small mirror that was embedded in the sidewalk.
"I
am ready," she said.
I decided that I needed a veil for the photo I wanted to take, and
as
if on cue, a Muslim vendor appeared from nowhere handing me a brown
one. "Thank
you so much, thank you." Everything worked out well. Rosalinda
posed as I requested.
In between takes, Rosalinda told me that she had been photographed
before. Then she shared memories of her wedding, stories about her
children, what hair color she would wear next, her plans for next
week.
I told her about myself: that I was single, about my students,
my love for life, my gray hair, my nonexistent plans for the upcoming
holiday. We
seemed
to know each other well. I could see the sincerity in her one bright
eye, and I hoped she saw something similar in my eyes.
When we were finished, I said that I may come back for more pictures
before returning to Bangkok. I promised to send her copies of her
photos. She smiled, perhaps thinking that I was just saying these
things. That I wouldn't really return.
But I did come back, this time with my own veils, and
she welcomed me like a long-lost friend. We captured many images that
day, and I've sent her copies of all of them. Rosalinda
is
a friend that I will always cherish. A beautiful woman with an amazing
soul, a powerful spirit, and flaming pink hair.
A serious photo hobbyist, Manuel Libres Librodo Jr. is
a Psychology high school teacher at Ruamrudee
International School in Bangkok. Apart from
photography, Manny is also passionate about badminton,
having coached the school's varsity team for the past
5 years. One thing that he is so proud about is being
100% Filipino. You can visit him online at: www.pbase.com/manny_librodo
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